What should have been day 328 of my 365 day blog challenge is only day 101. I guess I've missed a few days in between. I would like to share why I stopped writing......
My last blog that I posted was on April 11, 2013. This date is especially important because that's the day of my 6 year clear of cancer. That might have also been a reason why I stopped. Cancer! Fuckin Cancer (sorry to my 96 year old Auntie Edna). Ya, there I said it! Every single minute of the day someone is talking about it. Parents are being told that there child isn't well. Children are losing their parents. Parents are losing their children. Grandparents are losing their grandchildren and grandchildren are losing their grandparents. Then there are the survivors. The amazing survivors who fought and fought to stay alive and their friends and loved ones right by their side reminding them how much they are loved.
I had just celebrated my 6 year clear of this crap! My life was on track. I was happy, wasn't depressed and feeling optimistic. Then boom!!! My Mom whom I love deeply called to tell me she had cancer and has been given 3-6 months to live. My whole world crumbled again in that moment......
I have so much more to share. But I feel at this moment that's all I can give.
So I hope that you will continue again to follow my blog. You will never understand how much your support has meant to me. So Thank You! I will continue to blog again. I am still committed
to a 365 day blog. I can't promise you that I will be writing every night. But what I can promise is that I will do a 365 day blog but it might take me 3 years..........LOL
With much love and admiration,
T
