You don't define me anymore cancer, you are simply a chapter in my life. Wow, for the first time ever I have finally been able to turn the page and write my next chapter. I was going to write a special post on April 11, 2013 seeing as it's my 6 year clear of cancer. But why? Why would I wait until then to close this chapter of my life. Why not today in this moment.
For the last almost 6 years my life has been consumed with my breast cancer diagnosis. This honestly has been exhausting at times. It absolutely has been a journey of healing, conquering fears and everyday reminding myself that I have such strength that I never would have realised other wise.
My journey presented me with some amazing opportunities. I spoke in front of 10,000 people and shared my story. I was in numerous newspaper articles along with having a few tv interviews. I have some amazing women in my life now because of our journeys. New hair and new boobs! I wouldn't change any of it!!!
Up until today, I would usually tell people that I have met that I had cancer. I don't know why I would tell them. But they always knew right away. I guess I felt like it was who I am. I saw someone today at my workplace that I met about 2 months ago. For the first time ever, I told her that I beat breast cancer. It was almost uncomfortable and didn't flow like it use too. She was very surprised and couldn't believe it. She said I must have been very young. I said yes, 34 years old with a 16 month old son. I've been saying that for way too long. I realised then that it's time to start a new chapter.
I have turned the page and now starting a new one. Thank you cancer for this journey but you no longer own me. You are simply a part of my past.............
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